Fox. Xican@. EMT-B.

My favorite physical quality is that I can give a pretty intense state.

How much more of this work out stuff do I have to do before I can successfully get out of shirts by simply flexing my muscles?

I can’t wait to leave this company.

They p much made it clear they have no plans to advance me as they promised.

Good thing I already saw this coming and was already sending out applications.

tagged: #personal

Listening/singing to A Better Place, A Better Time while imaging my younger, more depressed self.

I drew the Judgement card regarding yesterday’s interview.

I think Imma be okay.

The Judgement card suggests that you have had a recent epiphany or an ‘awakening’ where you have come to a realisation that you need to live your life in a different way and you need to be true to yourself and your needs. You have opened yourself up to a new possibility – to lead a fulfilling life that serves your higher needs and that offers inspiration and hope to others. You feel as though you have had a ‘calling’ in life, and you are getting much closer to the point where you need to take action. Something that was lying dormant within you, some unconscious knowledge or truth is finally being awakened and brought into the light.

With its theme of awakening to new life, the Judgement card suggests that you have reviewed and evaluated your past experiences and have learned from them. All the pieces of the puzzle of your life are finally coming together to form one, integrated picture of your life story. This integration has healed any deep wounds and you are now in a position to put the past behind you. Your memories no longer haunt you, and you are able to understand and value what has happened to you and what it has taught you about life. Now, you are ready to confront any unfinished business in your life, clear up any misunderstandings and view the future with peace and deep ‘knowingness’ in your heart.

I have so much compassion in me and no one to give it to. That’s why running calls helps put me at ease. I get to give that compassion to someone that needs it more than me. I get to care.

(via emtvacation)

tagged: #basically #ems #emt


Smart phones are making us antisocial. [x]

Gonna start an EMT side blog.

Don’t know what to name it yet.

Reina appreciation post.

I love you.

And you’re asleep.

And I’m only half asleep.

But I whole heartedly love you.

And and and and.

Thank you. for everything.

— theme